Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Unravelling Life's Mysteries

Every morning as I drag myself to office, in the chugging train, I dwell over LIFE. Yeah yeah, I'm sure thats really hard to believe. I'm a thinker, I spend at least 50% of my waking hours only thinking, is it any surprise that I hardly get work done :p There are questions that pop up every now and then to which I seek answers, sometimes I'm actually better off not knowing the answers for the fear of facing reality. Yes I'm also a person in denial most of the times. I see things the way I want to see them, with a set of rose-tinted glasses coloring my vision.
So, I think about stuff like, am I ever gonna be passionate about my career. For the life of me, I still haven't been able to figure what it is that I'm good at :( I really look up to people who take their jobs seriously and climb the success ladder effortlessly. I'm still waiting for my calling. But who knows, I won't recognize it even if it stares me in the face.
Love, is something else that I think a lot about. Is it for real? Is there such a thing as a soulmate? Then why do people fall in and out of love like they're boarding the local train. Why do they become unfaithful to the one person who they supposedly love?
Ahem.. OK OK who the heck wants to listen to my gobbledygook anyway? :/ So I shall stop here and get back to my thinking ;)

4 comments:

Buffy said...

ladies and gentlemen, who do not know this blogger, this is the only reason for her accident prone-ness.

She accidentally spills tea on herself and others of course. She falls into ditches and gets lost on her way to a place she has been too a million times before.

She's the best :)

Mariya said...

@Buffy Thank you so much for the testimonial. I'm overwhelmed. :/

Buffy said...

heeeeeee

Anonymous said...

Soch Soch kar Pagal hona hai kya!!!!!!!!

Arae javo jakar doondo tumari pyar ko. Agar yae train nahi mila tho doosra board karo.........:)